I miss summer so much! i can't wait for it to come back!

 sunglasses

 adventures that we go through

 the beach

 late nights

 the docks

 with friends everyday

 skirts and bball shorts everyday

 laying on the docks

 swimming

umm so i must say that " are you on crack ? "  

lol i love you sb

haha cameron that reminds me of you when you make fun of me! haha

i cant wait for summer! its gonna be so much fun... only like 4 more months of school and then summer!

this year i have have learned that i just need to live life and have fun! i know whats wrong and right but theres no point if you arent haveing fun in life ...

Live Like Life`s A Fairytale
       because life is one...

i have to say that love my friends... thats what gets me through the day. if i didnt have them i wouldnt be who i am today and i alreayd know that.

memories of the past fill my heart and sole ...

sometimes i think about the 5 am wake ups... no clean clothes... messy wet hair... and missing the bus. how unperfect i am by falling while walking to class... missing the chair when i sit down... forgeting to lock the car down when im running to 1st period... and then i think of how many things i have been through in just the passed year... i know that with out believe in myself and love i would not get through life.

in life you learn that friends will do what the can to get what they want. they arent really your friends

you learn that to really have fun in life you need to beable to have fun with your self

you learn not to impress the ones you will never impress and who never really matter in the end

you learn that you should never make someone your priority when your just their option

you learn that no matter how many times you cry and yell at your tv will watching a lifetime movie the actors cant really hear you

you learn that no matter how many different outfits you put on in the morning you are still you under all the clothes and makeup... you cant hide anything

you learn that your cat really can help dry your tears when your crying your self to sleep

you learn that you only find a few " friends " through life... and to hold on to them with all you have because once they are gone you might not ever get a chance to tell them how great they are

you learn that your family will always be there for you even when you know you messed up really bad this time

you learn that in the end God is watching over you and sometimes just sometimes you can feel him lift you up and help you through life

Te amo SB:     

I love my best friend!

Tayler:

Sterling:  you know that what ever happens i will always be there to save you! i love you cutie!

I love you three with everything i have! I would do anything to make you three happy!

SB... you know that you can tell me anything. i would do anything to be with you but gosh if we lived together... lol i love you!

Tayler... i want you to be happy! i know you are now... i love you and sb sterling and i cant wait to come see you!

sterling... if i could i would spend every moment that i have to live with you making sure that you are ok. i love you and i will always be there for you when you need someone to cry on or talk to you!

boy- hey, hun
girl- hey
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh rele? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................>silence<..........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun
girl- rele?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
>very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
boy- wht???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- y????
girl- i love u.
>click<

THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whts up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear wht?
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

-ring-
-ring-
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voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- rele? y? wht happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u wht?? U WHT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:

i told her i would take a bullet for her....
just like she said she would die for me...